Should we stop playing Beethoven?

January 28, 2012 by: Simon

Learning, practicing, and playing Beethoven frustrates me to no end and often makes me depart from the piano in disgust. This happened to me today, not even ten minutes ago, but why? Is it because I simply don’t like Beethoven? I’ll admit he’s not my favorite, but I’m certainly not arrogant enough to consider him a bad composer. In fact, I’m listening to the Pathetique Sonata right now and quite happy about it.

Perhaps I’m frustrated with the quality of my own performance. Maybe it’s because I can never voice those runs of thirds in the right hand exactly how I want them. That’s certainly irritating, but I have similar frustrations with other pieces and I’m always eager to put the hours in to iron out sloppy passages and work on subtle details.

Well, usually, anyways. Sometimes I’d rather just eat a sandwich.

Besides, I record music that is still in progress and listen to it all the time, including Beethoven. Although I certainly hear the flaws, I can look past them and enjoy myself all the same. Right now, my piano’s out of tune, my recording equipment is sub-par, the keys are sticking, and the pedals are squeaking, but despite these mechanical problems and the handful of mistakes caused by my sloppy fingerwork, if I played honestly and from the heart, I only hear music when I play it back. That’s what really counts in my book.

No, what makes me storm out of the room has nothing to do with the music, my performance, the long hours of meticulous practicing, or the squeaky pedal. In fact, the end result of fixing all of these problems is what makes being a musician so satisfying, and it’s why I ultimately can’t pull myself away from my instrument.

What makes me leave the room is because playing Beethoven is absolutely and completely pointless.

Now, I know what you’re thinking: “But Simon, music is necessary for the soul, and Beethoven wrote some of the greatest music ever written! What right do you have to make a statement like that?” Well, I’m still listening to Beethoven piano sonatas, so I certainly can’t disagree. In fact, I was overjoyed when I had the opportunity to claim the complete Richter recordings as my own.

But this is exactly where my frustration begins.

There used to be a time when every performance mattered, and your favorite music wasn’t on a record, CD, iPod, or YouTube video. At this very moment, there are thousands of other musicians working on the same repertoire and devoting every waking hour of their life to recreate something that anybody can download for one dollar from the iTunes store. Should we spend our entire lives repainting the Mona Lisa, or rebuilding the Pyramids? That’s just stupid, yet there are musical institutions all over the world that are doing just that, long after recorded media has made them all but obsolete.

I have nothing against higher learning or musicians who want to play classical music – it’s my entire career, after all. Unfortunately, it’s extremely rare to make any money from performance nowadays, and we all need to pay the bills from time to time. So, unless you go into teaching, that music degree with those countless hours of practicing won’t find you a job. In the end, we learn Bach to teach the next generation to teach Bach to the next generation and so on.

But my rant isn’t about the financial well-being of classical musicians – it’s about the redundancy of the repertoire. There is so much great classical literature out there that one could spend their entire lifetime learning it all. However, where can we find our audience for Bach, Mozart, Beethoven, etc. if they have already been recorded perfectly? Why spend so much time and effort to learn a Beethoven sonata using correct, historically-accurate performance practices when one can simply find it on Amazon.com? Why should a café hire a live musician instead of putting on a CD for nearly no cost at all?

If the music of old is already vouched for, we’ll need to look at some newer, fresher pieces, but where do we find them? This is our next hurdle, and it’s a tricky one. There are certainly plenty of great, talented composers today, but contemporary classical music (as if that term made any sense) has a bad reputation. Whether or not we enjoy the stuff, the audience is very selective. We can choose to blame radio DJs, concert programming, or uneducated ears. It can also be argued that the music must sound new and avant-garde because there is no purpose is saying what old composers have already said. However, I’d like to pose this question:

What if a new, unpublished Beethoven symphony had been discovered?

Wouldn’t we all want to hear it immediately? Wouldn’t it be programmed absolutely everywhere, worldwide? Wouldn’t there be a mad dash to record it first? Wouldn’t it be appreciated for more than just its historical significance? Wouldn’t it be analyzed and dissected to pieces in order to create the best, most precise, most heartfelt performance possible?

Let me pose another question: What if, one year later, the symphony turned out to be a gigantic hoax and was, in fact, written by your neighbor, Bob Johnson, in between games of Tetris while he was bored at the office?

Well, first of all, it turns out that Bob is a genius, but more importantly, had the name Beethoven not been attached to the work, would it ever be programmed at all? Would anyone have even encouraged Bob to finish it? Would Bob have been actively discouraged from writing something so “classical”? Would a work written on June 17th, 2011 have been taken seriously?

Finally, the most important question: If we had heard Bob Johnson’s symphony on the radio, not knowing the composer or its date of composition, and we liked it, do any of those questions even matter?

The fact that there are audiences listening and students dedicating their entire lives to learning music from old composers proves that a hunger for those styles is alive and well. We can’t deny that Schönberg was a talented composer, and I have no intention of insulting the man, yet sixty years after his death he’s still far from mainstream. In fact, if you’re not a musician, you probably haven’t heard of him at all. The problem with “new” classical music is not that it’s badly written, poorly performed, or that audiences are uneducated, but rather that it’s too obsessed with being new. Any piece of music heard by anyone who is not yet familiar with it will be new to them, regardless of its date of publication. A contemporary composer’s music is competing directly with Beethoven, Rachmaninoff, J. S. Bach, Mozart, and Debussy – as contemporaries.

My frustrations really don’t lie with Beethoven or have anything to do with the music he wrote. They are with the current state of the classical music world, its establishment, and the mindset regarding new music. There will always be a place for great orchestras to play great art from the past, and pianists should certainly keep learning to play Beethoven for their own enjoyment and fulfillment. However, if any of us want to have a career, we’ll need to find some new music that inspires us in the same way that our favorite composers have, or start composing ourselves. There are reasons why young students dedicate their entire lives to learning Chopin. Maybe we should write some more.

I’m going to go eat a sandwich.

Simon Bielman, 2012

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New YouTube Channel

January 15, 2012 by: Simon

I’ve just created a new YouTube channel to feature all my free, full-length audio and video! Check it out here: http://www.youtube.com/SimonBielman

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Berlin and Improv

January 13, 2012 by: Simon
It’s been a while since I’ve posted anything on this website… It’s also been quite a while since I’ve lived in Austria. We moved to Berlin in November – our room was in Pankow (on the western edge of East Berlin), but I now live in Zehlendorf (West Berlin) as of one week ago. As it turns out, this city isn’t run by robots after all like I’d thought – in fact, this city is whatever you want it to be. The culture shock of living abroad worn off by now, but my German is still pretty awful, so it’s a bit terrifying whenever I leave the house and enter the “real world”. Fortunately for me, German classes begin soon! In the meantime, enjoy my musings about adventures in Europe.

…but first, enjoy some music!


Playing piano in my new home.

I’m currently staying with a nice family in who have a lovely music room with an old Blüthner grand piano! So, I’m taking advantage of this by practicing constantly and making a few recordings. I need to get a new microphone for better audio quality, but in the meantime, I’ve taken four improvizations and bundled them into a suite for your enjoyment (yes, you specifically). Have a listen! Note: I cheated and sped up a few of the tempos because it sounded better. Oops!

Download the full suite by clicking here, or listen to the audio posted below.

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Berlin comes in many flavors


Beautiful countryside,
Solid grey buildings,
Bustling city streets,
Graffiti-soaked gateways
to the netherworld.

Perhaps the Winter weather is at fault, but after living here for two months, it’s still difficult to describe Berlin in a nutshell. Each area of Berlin has its own personality, and depending on where you go, this city may be either cold, grey, and decorated solely in graffiti, or full of activity with people hurrying from place to place, the streets lined with brightly-colored marketplaces and Döner Kebab vendors. If you go to the outskirts of the city, you may find yourself near a lake or surrounded by lush, green forest. All of Berlin is easily accessible by train, and if you’ve purchased a Monatskarte (monthly ticket) for travel on the S-Bahn, U-Bahn, tram, and bus, every neighborhood feels local, even if it’s almost an hour away.

I’ve met so many people here from so many different countries. One night, we went out for drinks with a few friends: at our table were two Americans (me and my lovely girlfriend), a German man, a Serbian woman, an English man, and a man from Finland. Our common language was English, so naturally that’s what we spoke. This happens more often than you’d expect, and it makes it very difficult to learn German here! We celebrated Thanksgiving with the same folks plus an Austrian friend of ours and, apparently, the American Thanksgiving feast is somewhat of a legend here – this made devouring of a giant bird that much more special.

My Life in a German City


One WIP project – the
Synesthesia Color Keyboard

Speaking of mass transit, a lot of my time thus far has been spent travelling from place to place on the S-Bahn. I’d found an Anglican church near Westkreuz whose pastor was generous enough to let me practice piano there twice a week while I got my feet on the ground. Unfortunately, the trip was almost an hour each way. Fortunately, I had a workbook of German verb exercises to keep me company and teach me the various forms of the word “is”: sein, sind, ist, bist, seid, sei, seien, war, warst, waren, wart, wäre, gewesen – hopefully that’s all of them.

When I wasn’t travelling to practice, I was lugging my laptop to and from the city library to work on Visa paperwork, musical projects, job applications, research, and anything else that needs to be done without distraction from YouTube. Now that I’ve moved to Zehlendorf, my routine is completely different. I’ve finished my verb workbook, German classes begin soon, the library is only three stops away by train, and there’s a piano room upstairs that becomes my “office” when the kids here are at school during the morning. Not too shabby!

Looking ahead


look its nosferatu
omg imso scared :(

Other than rant about how delicious the jam is here and how difficult it is to find a wireless café, I can’t think of much more travel-related stuff at the moment.

I’m starting up a few recording projects, including silent movies, something involving synesthesia and color projections, and more shenanigans all over the interweb. I’m working on material for auditions for Masters exams, including Scriabin Sonata No. 5 and Beethoven Sonata in C Major, Op. 2, no. 3. Here’s a work-in-progress recording of the Scriabin, recorded here at home!

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